honestly.

i often hurt while no one worries

and even when they do they still hurt me

my head spins while their’s stay still

and i still help them but with free will

i don’t ask for favors because i favor pride

wanted to show all of me but now i’m dead inside

i hate the fact i have no one else that understands

especially when i go out of my way to understand them

i guess what i’m trying to say is that i’m abandoned inside

my happy persona is fake and i want to forever hide

i never wanted anything more than her to love me the way that i love her

honestly.